Studies ending from 2103 last post

Well now it is time to write my last blogtext at this period. Tomorrrow I can sleep with no more worries about studies. Today was my last day at studying.. Well don't worry I haven't been kicked out from there (yet.) I will come back to school at next autumn when the leaves fall.

Somehow even I do feel relaxed and happy I find myself quite melancoly about when I think I m going to miss all the fooling around the classroom with my classmates. I m really going to miss it. But then again I know we all can rest from hard work and long days at coding etc.

And I m 100% My neck will love it. I have had horrible pains in my neck and upper  back. AND I damn know also the reason why --> Coding. ^^'

Well I have been warned about it but still I don't feel the pain when I code and do something interesting. And I kinda love coding and programming and  want to do it more.. Yes I m doing this even  I know it is not maybe the best for me.

But how can I stop doing something I love? How can anyone stop anything they love?
I know it is called addiction but when I think of it I notice that everyone is somehow addicted or depending of something.

For some it is friends, some it is tobacco, drawing, dogs, cats, pets, hobbies, running, sleeping, reading,..

For me I feel quite unpleasant if I just stand and do nothing.. So I enjoy most of myself when I keep coding simple codes html java script. etc.

-Varjokani

schoolwörks

And its half of the week done.. And today we should have all projects returned to teachers to get numbers.

Well I think I m quite lucky then.

Studying last week..

The sun just keeps shining and I find it to almost impossible to keep track of my own mind and thoughts.
I mean I should be editing couple of sound files and I have almost done them all but I find my own mind wandering all the time. I know its part of my ADHD and usually I can control it but lately it has been bit annoying.

I have always used wander in my thoughts when I m sad or something but now I feel bit annoyed. I guess its part of this era that there is only this week studying left before I can rest and the dead part of my brains wants me to sleep..

I say dead because myself I found myself enjoying studying and don't wanna this perioid to end so soon.
But kinda the other side of me wants to rest and draw when other one wants to study. I quess I just have to live with it and luckily soon its time to rest.

Latest news of my summer

The summer has finally fallen in Finland. Its kinda lovely how warm it is outside.
It is like whole new world after that cold and hard winter when you could barely see the sun. Now it seems the sun never goes to sleep but keeps hanging around 24/7. Well I have heard that in Lapland it really happens even never seen it with mine own eyes.

Well soon we will have our summer holiday. Actually now beginning week is the last one. I kinda feel sad because it. Well it is nice to relax and sleep but I have to admit that I m going to miss my class during the summer. We just have the best gang there. Everyone of us is just unique and that makes us "us". The second year media student group middle of nowhere.

I also feel bit sad when I think about it that during these two awesome year our group has become smaller when some of us have failed to keep going and studying. They have come tired because long days at school or then just wanted to do something else instead of studying. Well luckily the main group is still the same even     some people dropped out of the school at the beginning of the year. I kinda feel ashamed because I have already forgotten their names.

But I still want to keep studying editing and coding even I have learned myself my lessons how hard it can get. Maybe my classmates are right and I m mad.. After all I think we all are bit mad.  I just happen to be the one who loves coding Java Script and HTML5.

But what would I tell about my life and happenings..?
Please comment and say aloud what you want to read. :3

I would love to write a lot of things but then I notice I need to go to do couple of ambience thingies for Monday.

Writing more soon..
-Varjokani

Kimba sanoo pöö~

Juu Kimba sanoo pöö teille kaikille ihanille Gosupermodel.fi käyttäjille. :3

Peaceful inside..

So summer has again creeped and sneaked silently to Finland..
Everything is just so calm and peaceful and warm and in the evening I can hear as birds sing. It is just so peaceful and lovely.

Somehow I feel peaceful from inside also because school is soon over.

How can

How can it be possible that when its beautiful summer I end up being ill.?
Its just so unfair.

Time goes faster

Sometimes I wonder how does it possible that time goes so fast. And sometimes I even think if this is the "Biblical" The time will go faster in the end of times because the God is mercyful..-thingie. I just feel like I just have started studying and its already summer. I m sure I can't be onlyone who feels this way but surely someone else has to feel same way even I havent met him/her yet. But then again I feel happy because its summer and I can sleep all day long.. ~<3









                                                                                                              

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