Wednesday, May 25, 2011

How m I today?

(See the trailer of "Left behind" movie. I just bought the book and it seems so cool! )

I waked today "early".. That means before 11 am, then me and my mom took all our withe clothes to be washed into laundry. Thats because our own well is full of iron that makes everything withe brown and makes it looks like someone would throw over on them. We also visited at the flee market and I bought a new book called "Left Behind". Also I bought Bambi 2 on DVD. But Left behind seems awesome.. I m at the page 61, even I only read it our way back home from laudry. *I m faast XD*

Then when we got home we noticed that granny was not doing so well.. She don´t eat, she don´t drink.. I m worried about her even I m so full of sleeples nights for tressing because of her. Its kida feels good if she stays alive but the way my dad takes her illness is no good. He panics and yells to mom and me like mad lunatic.

At the other hand we also visited at cemetery and found out that our church is acting like jerk! Don´t get me wrong here. I m Christian, but there are some things that I belive are wrong and so on.. And  even thinking of digging into my dead born step sister´s grave and re- burying some random human there annoys me! She would be 23 now, so its not even so far from the time she was buried there. It kinda hurts me of even thinking of it.
 Council wants us to pay over 200 euros so we could let her rest in peace for 20 years, so they could just re-ask us money.

WHATTAA HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS!!! ARE YOU TURNING INTO "GRAVE ROBBERS OR WHAAAT, WUT WUT???????!!!!??!?! O________________________O

Yes, mom was really shocked about it. They sent us a note where they told us that we had till autum time to pay and then now when EVEN summer has not started there is a note at her grave that they want us to decide NOW!..

If this keeps going on I surely will change church.. I don´t wanna a part of grave robbing money-eating fake-christians who don´t even believe God. -_- I have nothing against atheist but church acing like jerks and making my mom´s depression worse I have!  I just want to cry aloud to some people there "WHAAAAT ARREE YAAA DOOOOING´?????!"

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But well.. Its getting late so I will be writing more soon. I love you all. See ya! :-)
-Varjokani