I almost should apologize for stupid ideas but naah.
But like what if Ginga Densetsu Noah was somewhat of mentaly limited and needed other dogs for support. Or maybe if he was half deaf or full deaf and he would need to rely his other senses to survive.
I kinda like it when charachters aren't too perfect and have their skill set limitations and they learn to boost their other skills still to cope with life. I kinda wanna see gng dog that has normal dog skills and not too over powered charachter. Then he will learn use his other skills when he has no super streght or super speed.
But then again it would not be GNG-series with out hyper over powered super dogs that can do anything alone. I kinda hope that Noah is small somewhat handicapped pup that is not perfect in any way but he still manages to be a good leader and nice character.
I kinda wanna see something different.
And now after the worst adhd energy gone from my own body I m not even sure what I want anymore. But just a tough of simple and weak dog learning to take ropes after super dogs like Gin and Weed would be such fun to watch.
Saturday, June 1, 2019
Blackouts inside my head during the hyperactivity
This morning was really interesting considering my ADHD. I have been trying to walk and jog/fastwalk daily at least 2 km per day as those of you who have been reading this blog know.
When I woke up this morning I felt really energized, and really like I needed to do something. I noticed myself constantly wanting to talk or do something. I haven't been feeling so clear signs of hyper activity lately myself so this was bit scary even for me.
My parents ofcourse "love" when I go all hyper active from the morning.
I dunno if me doing +2km fast walking session for 30 min today did me any good. I feel so hyper active.
Also when I was walking back home I noticed I had small blackout. Or I dunno what to call it. Its when I m thinking something, either from some movie or something that happened to me I faze out and I m not unable to see anything around me.
It sometimes happen when I walk and I m kinda scared of it and I dont even know if its normal. Like I started to think about Bicer Mice and the new remake of the series, and then I was thinking of character called Hannibal Hairball. For while I couls just hear the characters voice in my head talking with Throttle about some lines I was thinking, and I could like see them in my mind. But for split second I could not see the real world around me. Or I think I did see it but it did not leave any memory trace inside my head and it felt scary.
I haven't had those space outs in walking in a while. I often have them in a shower and I cant literally remember if I have put conditioner or shampoo in my head during it. Now when I think about it it might be one reason why I m so terrified about driving a car. Like there I have to look both in front of me, and the sides and check the rear mirror once in 5 seconds and continiously focus on everything at once. I've driven with driving teacher around big cities like Järvenpää and Helsinki and Kerava. And he noted that I was able to drive for somewhat half an hour but then my focus would start slipping and if I would try keep driving I would end up crying and having minor panic attacks because feeling so exhausted. That is why I to this day havent had courage to go to the driving tests. I'm also terrified if I will just answer all the questions wrong. Or forget something. Mostly I m scared of me being in traffic when I could space out like that. All I know it has something to do with me being some level of tired.
Also I just read from this one book that discussed ADHD people that in fact my brains are lagging and slow. And when they are trying to boost my tough to the normal level I start acting hyper active. Its really interesting to know.
But like now I when I came back home from walking I felt like my brains were so much full of energy that I just had to use it somewhere before I annoy all the people around me dead. I already went on answering some posts on this one anime/manga fan-forum that I have been hanging on. I soon noticed after starting to write I was fast writing a short story there or even a novel so I said to myself that I would need to stop writing there and come here to write my blog instead before I drive everyone crazy with my constent need of talking. Or in this case my need of writing. I dunno how but it just happens automaticly. I m not putting any tough or energy into this. I m just sitting here staring at the screen as I feel bit dizzy and confused and bit spaced out. And the text just keeps appearing here. At this point I have only feint memory what I did write on the beginning of the text. Or why I m writing this text. It just comes from somewhere back side of my head. Its creepy.
Also for my sad duty I have to report that Microsoft Band servers are now officially dead. I noticed it when I was trying to connect my wrist pedometer to the server. Sad. But luckily the local GPS is still working and it is counting meters and the speed and the heart rate so I think Im still gonna use it. Even its not saving them anywhere anymore. Also its still keeping track of my sleep and how many times I have awoken up during my sleep.
Fun fact is that according to my Microsoft Band I keep awaking during my sleep at least 11 times during the night. I dunno if this has something to do with ADHD also. But I also get like only 10 to 25 mins of the actual deep sleep.
I think I will have to try study this from the web because I dont think the book I have about ADHD has all the answers.
When I woke up this morning I felt really energized, and really like I needed to do something. I noticed myself constantly wanting to talk or do something. I haven't been feeling so clear signs of hyper activity lately myself so this was bit scary even for me.
My parents ofcourse "love" when I go all hyper active from the morning.
I dunno if me doing +2km fast walking session for 30 min today did me any good. I feel so hyper active.
Also when I was walking back home I noticed I had small blackout. Or I dunno what to call it. Its when I m thinking something, either from some movie or something that happened to me I faze out and I m not unable to see anything around me.
It sometimes happen when I walk and I m kinda scared of it and I dont even know if its normal. Like I started to think about Bicer Mice and the new remake of the series, and then I was thinking of character called Hannibal Hairball. For while I couls just hear the characters voice in my head talking with Throttle about some lines I was thinking, and I could like see them in my mind. But for split second I could not see the real world around me. Or I think I did see it but it did not leave any memory trace inside my head and it felt scary.
I haven't had those space outs in walking in a while. I often have them in a shower and I cant literally remember if I have put conditioner or shampoo in my head during it. Now when I think about it it might be one reason why I m so terrified about driving a car. Like there I have to look both in front of me, and the sides and check the rear mirror once in 5 seconds and continiously focus on everything at once. I've driven with driving teacher around big cities like Järvenpää and Helsinki and Kerava. And he noted that I was able to drive for somewhat half an hour but then my focus would start slipping and if I would try keep driving I would end up crying and having minor panic attacks because feeling so exhausted. That is why I to this day havent had courage to go to the driving tests. I'm also terrified if I will just answer all the questions wrong. Or forget something. Mostly I m scared of me being in traffic when I could space out like that. All I know it has something to do with me being some level of tired.
Also I just read from this one book that discussed ADHD people that in fact my brains are lagging and slow. And when they are trying to boost my tough to the normal level I start acting hyper active. Its really interesting to know.
But like now I when I came back home from walking I felt like my brains were so much full of energy that I just had to use it somewhere before I annoy all the people around me dead. I already went on answering some posts on this one anime/manga fan-forum that I have been hanging on. I soon noticed after starting to write I was fast writing a short story there or even a novel so I said to myself that I would need to stop writing there and come here to write my blog instead before I drive everyone crazy with my constent need of talking. Or in this case my need of writing. I dunno how but it just happens automaticly. I m not putting any tough or energy into this. I m just sitting here staring at the screen as I feel bit dizzy and confused and bit spaced out. And the text just keeps appearing here. At this point I have only feint memory what I did write on the beginning of the text. Or why I m writing this text. It just comes from somewhere back side of my head. Its creepy.
Also for my sad duty I have to report that Microsoft Band servers are now officially dead. I noticed it when I was trying to connect my wrist pedometer to the server. Sad. But luckily the local GPS is still working and it is counting meters and the speed and the heart rate so I think Im still gonna use it. Even its not saving them anywhere anymore. Also its still keeping track of my sleep and how many times I have awoken up during my sleep.
Fun fact is that according to my Microsoft Band I keep awaking during my sleep at least 11 times during the night. I dunno if this has something to do with ADHD also. But I also get like only 10 to 25 mins of the actual deep sleep.
I think I will have to try study this from the web because I dont think the book I have about ADHD has all the answers.
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