I finally know why my network is not working! :D
The wireless network modeem is broken! T_T It takes ages to get new one... I wish my dad just would buy it soon, before my mobile phone´s bills kill me. o.o
But I had some happy things also for you guys. I reviced my arts at home what I had done at school! I feel so safe nowww.. *Flashlight soars towards my head O_O
But hover, here is a small clip of animation that I made. I try practice using Pencil (thats program) and maybe someday I might be able to create whole movie of my own.. But uintil that enjoy;
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Monday, June 6, 2011
Yawns.. Facebook? -_ -
Good day to everyone. Yes I m still a live and writing this even I wonder if anyone is never going to read it. Still its better to do something than do nothing. :-) I love you all. At the moment I feel like I dont know what would I write about, and on the second hand I have hundreds of ideas. Still maybe I write about Facebook, even I surely get everyone attacking on me. Yes, Varjokani does not have Facebook and no she is not going to get one.
The point is that almost everyone haves it, and when you chat with people in Finland at least first thing in their mind is Facebook. No, I m not complaing like its BAD thing to have account there. Its not. I just happens not have one. No. I m not jealous. I just feel like I would love to talk something else than Facebook and I m bit tired of everyone asking me to join there. I simply haves no time to run active account. At the moment I already m logged in many of places and feel really tired keeping them active. Many like ; Gaiaonline, deviantART, Youtube etc. takes lots of time to keep active, and I dont want to be unactive. I m already shamed that I dont have time to run my Sumo paint account so well. I m still alive there aswell but not so active.
Yes. I dont want an other burn out. But I just want to ask you guys a guestion. When I have this blog what kind of stuff you would want to hear here? About my irl? About my drawings?
I love you all. :-)
-Varjokani Ps.
Here is the movie I was making with couple of friend and their friends .. :-)
It tells tale of girl who s friend died and she feels guilty and sad. Then her friend tells that its okay and there is no need to be sad anymore because she is in heaven. :-)
(Pps. I have no connection on the headmaker of film so if you have something to say to them do it somewhere elsewhere because I got there only by friends. )
The point is that almost everyone haves it, and when you chat with people in Finland at least first thing in their mind is Facebook. No, I m not complaing like its BAD thing to have account there. Its not. I just happens not have one. No. I m not jealous. I just feel like I would love to talk something else than Facebook and I m bit tired of everyone asking me to join there. I simply haves no time to run active account. At the moment I already m logged in many of places and feel really tired keeping them active. Many like ; Gaiaonline, deviantART, Youtube etc. takes lots of time to keep active, and I dont want to be unactive. I m already shamed that I dont have time to run my Sumo paint account so well. I m still alive there aswell but not so active.
Yes. I dont want an other burn out. But I just want to ask you guys a guestion. When I have this blog what kind of stuff you would want to hear here? About my irl? About my drawings?
I love you all. :-)
-Varjokani Ps.
Here is the movie I was making with couple of friend and their friends .. :-)
It tells tale of girl who s friend died and she feels guilty and sad. Then her friend tells that its okay and there is no need to be sad anymore because she is in heaven. :-)
(Pps. I have no connection on the headmaker of film so if you have something to say to them do it somewhere elsewhere because I got there only by friends. )
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Sad T:T
Yep. Its me again. Today everyone of my friends got their papers from school but me. Wohoo.. T_T I was too scared for them to yell at me so I did not go. I just stayed at home and tried to sleep and read one book. Only good thing happened today was that my mom bought me new USB-cable for my mobile phone so I got network working at last. That is no big help when I just wanna cry my heart out. You propobly know why. Everyone else is today happy but me.. One of my friends called me and slipped that he and everyone else of his friends haves a party and some of them are going to stay there for over the midnight. He said that he was not one of them.. It still hurt!! Oh how I wish I could just have been there and hug all of my friends, and tell them that I m happy for them.
I just would have loved to do it but I just could not do it. It made me really sad.. And my friend was also sad because he tough that I was not happy for him.. Double sorrow for me. I just cried to him and tell him to stay there over midnight and have fun when HE HAD THE CHANGE! He was sad for that and said that he felt bad for leaving me alone because I was not jumping of joy.. I should have really happy also! But how could I?
I had been home whole day alone crying and everyone else were happy. How could I jump here of joy... When it turned out that my granny had new attack... Or he had water coming out of her body from her legs. I just heard about it but now I feel like " WOOOW!! YAAY I M SOO HAPPY LOL.". I hope that you can reconize sarcasm when you see it. I just wanna cry my heart out. I feel so sad. Everyone else is happy... And I just I could be with them and share it. I m not jealous. I just wish I could be with them, but I were too scared for teachers yelling me. I feel so cowardly acting shit!
I just wish that everything would be okay soon.. Because I really cant take this sadness forever.
But by the way. My mom told me that they maybe send me my papers from this year by post but I have the feeling that the paper says: "Shitty idiot racist fucking idiot with out no brain etc." I never hated anyone there. I just was "disagree" with school. I did not believe everything they said with out thinking it first.. They wanted carrots with out brains. I ever have some of my friends saying that they wanted to make me "Perfect human". Only Nazi people did that... And this is Finland!!!!!!! Come on school! O.o
But how ever this is I m still sad here and alone... I love you all. <3 Lets just pray that everything could be soon better.
-Varjokani
I just would have loved to do it but I just could not do it. It made me really sad.. And my friend was also sad because he tough that I was not happy for him.. Double sorrow for me. I just cried to him and tell him to stay there over midnight and have fun when HE HAD THE CHANGE! He was sad for that and said that he felt bad for leaving me alone because I was not jumping of joy.. I should have really happy also! But how could I?
I had been home whole day alone crying and everyone else were happy. How could I jump here of joy... When it turned out that my granny had new attack... Or he had water coming out of her body from her legs. I just heard about it but now I feel like " WOOOW!! YAAY I M SOO HAPPY LOL.". I hope that you can reconize sarcasm when you see it. I just wanna cry my heart out. I feel so sad. Everyone else is happy... And I just I could be with them and share it. I m not jealous. I just wish I could be with them, but I were too scared for teachers yelling me. I feel so cowardly acting shit!
I just wish that everything would be okay soon.. Because I really cant take this sadness forever.
But by the way. My mom told me that they maybe send me my papers from this year by post but I have the feeling that the paper says: "Shitty idiot racist fucking idiot with out no brain etc." I never hated anyone there. I just was "disagree" with school. I did not believe everything they said with out thinking it first.. They wanted carrots with out brains. I ever have some of my friends saying that they wanted to make me "Perfect human". Only Nazi people did that... And this is Finland!!!!!!! Come on school! O.o
But how ever this is I m still sad here and alone... I love you all. <3 Lets just pray that everything could be soon better.
-Varjokani
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