When ever I try go and do my daily jogging route, or even if I just walk it my body becomes infected and I start bleeding. I dont have any flarg idea why. Ive spent over 100 euros visiting different of doctors and so far they all just tell me that "Oh yes you have dry skin try using lotions on your skin." and I m like "yes I m swimming in them every second I get and I still have weird bleeding and my body seems to try to kill me..
I took some tests yesterday and I have to wait for thursday for some kind of an answer. But I m starting to feel like I frustrated.. I did try taking a walks last summer but kept getting weird bleeding and weird infections all over my body. Its either some flu or some infection somewhere in my body when ever I try to do something. I hate it. I really enjoy going out and walking but Ive started avoiding it because of this. Now after I got tired of looking and feeling like fatass raccoon I tried only do fast walking for like 1 day and it was enough to make me first some kind of stomac flu and then I had to stop. Now when I healed from it or at least I think I did again I only was able to do it for like 3 days and weird dry skin and bleeding. And like even I think I use enough hand lotions I got some lovely infection going on my nail on my left middle finger. I was like "oh just lovely.." I just wanna be like a normal girl who can go out and jog with out her body trying to kill her in every way possible.
But I quess me being normal is too much to ask.
