Tuesday, September 11, 2012

What to do when you can't stop writing..

Here again I had break and time to write and I feel like I should write about something, but somehow I also feel like got no idea what to write. Still I somehow madly feel like I need to write.
Like some part of me or the other me had something to say to people. Or then the other me has something to tell me.. Or then I m just FREAKING BORED AGAIN.

How ever I feel kinda happy about having change to write "junk" and spend some time writing what comes in my mind. I also just feel kinda happy doing it. Like I was doing some good acts but in fact I m just using time and being stupid. Or what can you call idiot like me who draws and writes with out any plan or idea what to do.  Just writes "sweet nothing" on paper or Internet and feels happy for the result.


Well I just m starting to build my own game. All ideas are welcome. :-)
Yep. That is what happens after you watch how some people do nice games and then you want to make one yourself. I just still m planning the plot. Also I have been re-reading The Jungle Book. Hahah. Well lets see happens in these days. I love ya all!

"..And Shere Khan was limb, and stupid tiger who had no more sense than run straight into wood cutters campfire.. Then he left horrible mourning.. He had missed and he did not care even if the whole that part of Jungle knew that..  It was man he was hunting tonight."

Varjokani 



ときに何が行う..?


オーケー。私はちょうど私はフィンランドの人々のどれもが興味を持っていません知っているので、この下に日本語を書く。私は"フィンランド·ちょっと人"じゃない主な理由。

しかし、私は私の同級生のいずれかで本当に怒ってどのように感じているか、これまで。彼はこのような素敵な人ですが、彼は考えているようだ"私はすでにこのひどく、私も上に行くことを試みるたいいけない失敗メートルので大丈夫。"理由なく自宅でたくさんのは、彼が好きです。彼は病気ではありません。彼はただ家である。彼は退屈しているので。そして、我々他の人が一生懸命勉強する。そして今、皆が彼に怒っているようだ。我々は彼を見たとき、我々は彼を迎えるとhelloと言うが、彼は"病気"誰もがそう思うようだ"なぜ、彼は再び家であるか、彼は邪悪な子供です。"私は悲しい思いがする。私は、彼が来て、勉強するように強制カントが、それは何も座っていないと行うことが痛い。たぶん私はただ座って凝視することを学ぶが、その硬いはずです。私は何をすべきか?私はちょうど彼が苦しんで見たいと思っていない..
または彼の苦しみを勉強しています。彼はこれで幸せになるようだが、彼はこれが彼があっても、学校や私は知らないから開始できますいっているかどうかはわから..

申し訳ありませんが私の悪い日本語のために。私は初心者メートル、はい、私はGoogleをたくさん使用しました。あなたはそれのために私を憎むことができます。その私が嫌いしても大丈夫。

私は痛みを伴う何を参照してください。誰かが自分の人生を殺したとき。


人生はとても短いです..?
一部の人はただ座って何もしない理由を私はまだそれを得ることはありません。また、私は彼らを助けるために何ができる何かがあることを願っています。私はただ座って凝視し、他は無駄に命を殺すときに座るのは嫌だ。しかし、私は何ができますか?私はそれらを強制することはできませんので、私はただ座って、彼らはアイデアと共に生きる彼らの変更を殺すように見守る必要がある "私は怠け者ノーメートル、私は後に動作します。"それは私が見て痛い方法ああ。私は悲しい思いがする。 :(

Autumn coming up..?

I really don't know if there is any point of write blog no one will never read. Even in accident but because I m bored now I think I will just write it in any case. Today it should be warm weather but still it was chilly to me at dawn. Yep. It seems that the  summer finally is over and the season of leaves is coming. And just when I got  used to sun it is gone. Well it isn't snowing yet.

Most of people who never have seen snow think that it must be awesome and cool to see, but I who see snow every Winter think that its boring and COLD. I can tell you that it feels like you would be standing in giant freezer with no way out. Its not nice feeling. At cold wintery nights and evenings I usually go to my bed and make there my own "nest". Lots of warm pillows and warm night wear and maybe bottle of lemonade and a good book and  I m perfectly happy.. As well as lines don't get broken.. Sometimes at winter there is so much snow that trees just fall on power lines, or at least they lean on them enough to  make whole village where I live black and cold place. Usually it takes just about day to fix that but if damages are on large area we can be couple of days blocked from outside world.   That is the bad side of winter that seems to be not so much thought about when people think how "nice" snow is.

Okay luckily there is time to wait until winter comes because leaves are just starting to fall. But you can never know before that happens.

And how about Autumn now? Well its getting colder all the time, and suddenly there  is warm day and you feel like "why did I take all these clothes on?!" And when you leave them next day home you feel sorry for it. :-'D

Yep. Weather changes here a lot.