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I might or might have slight addiction re-watching these amvs when in reality I should just be a smart girl and go to sleep for be active for tomorrows meeting with some people who should help me to find a job. So far they have just been pushing me to the next person and competely ignoring me needing actual help.

I somehow really don't wanna go there. Because I know that I'm just gonna dissapoint on people not helping me out. I know they just wanna make sure that I'm alive so they can go ask the next person if they are alive and keep pushing people around to the next person instead of helping me to figure out what I wanna do with my life.

Yes, I know I should decide what I want to do with my life, but the thing is that with adhd it is actually really hard to decide stuff like this. At least I've read that I'm not only one with this kind of problems.

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Also just bit out of the topic I have one question for you readers? Do you want to be able to read more than one post from the main page? Or do you like it the way it is now that you can see just one post and  you will have to click the history-tab for more?

Yay! I got Pocahontas soundtrack - stuff from my childhood's wishlist

Today was really hot day. Literally.  I agreed to go to the nearby beach for coffee with mom. I myself just took some french fries and Pepsi because I can't drink coffee unless I want to kiss the last change to get any sleep good bye for evening. Its already really hard for me to get a sleep during the brightness that keeps tricking my brains into thinking that its mid day even its midnight.

The doctor called me at the morning to tell me that everything seems to be fine. I was not expetting the call till at later at the evening so I was completely off guard when I noticed that my phone rang around 9AM. Actually I was still napping and sleeping. And again at least according to my Microsoft Band I did wake up 13 times during last night. I dunno what is normal reading there because I don't remember being awake. I do remember it being hard to me to fall a sleep. But appearently it does keep track between me sleeping or being awake quite well. I tried to push it to "sleep mode" while I was  still awake on my bed and took it off after 30 mins when I was still awake and it did say I had been sleeping for 0 mins. I did watch couple youtube vids during the wait so at least it does somehow keep semi accurate track if I m awake or not.

However I went out with my mom and checked the local flee market sale for local church fund rising. I managed to get my hands into Official Finnish version of "Original movie soundtrack of Pocahontas on cd" and I was quite happy since I've wanted that thing since I was 4 years old. It was cheap as flarg so I gave them one euro instead of 0,50cent they were asking for it becaues I wanted to support the local church and I felt like I was robbing them because at least to me as soundtrack collector these things are valuable.

I also treated myself with bottle of hand "brewd" Strawberry juice for 6 euros from local farm. I'm gonna pretend I'm princess for today and treat myself with expensive juice and ice cream. And with some Disney music.

I've loved Disney music since I was a little kid. Specially music by Alan Menken always just manages to capture the mood and the theme of the movie so perfectly. Haters gonna hate but like if this does not give you chills there is something wrong with you:

I used to watch this ad ervetytime I watched the Finnish version of The Lion King and drool after it being like "I want that cd so bad." I was literaly 4 years old when I saw this and I've wanted this ever since.

I feel so hyped right now.  Finally mine.
Yes I m aware that "Disney Pocahontas is not accureate enough and..." but the music is part of my childhood and I used to get so heavy vibes to a) watch the movie (never saw it as small child), and listen more of Alan menken.

But ya. I'm so happy right now. Sorry for shitty phone quality pic. I m way too busy to qloat about this joy inside my heart to dig out my Canon Camera set.



But funny how some things stay with you trough your life and you can remember them. Like how I still remember this advertisement from my childhood. I also remember there being "How we made Lion King the movie" thing after the Finnish VHS of the Lion King and me deciding that I wanna be an animator after watching it.

Also I m exited for the new Live action version of the Lion king but I m sure that they absolutely can't re-capture the magic of the original. Specially when even the advertisement before the original still give me this much of nostalgia kick!