Showing posts with label rocket raccoon. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rocket raccoon. Show all posts
Wednesday, June 5, 2019
► Rocket | Centuries (4k SUBS!)
I might or might have slight addiction re-watching these amvs when in reality I should just be a smart girl and go to sleep for be active for tomorrows meeting with some people who should help me to find a job. So far they have just been pushing me to the next person and competely ignoring me needing actual help.
I somehow really don't wanna go there. Because I know that I'm just gonna dissapoint on people not helping me out. I know they just wanna make sure that I'm alive so they can go ask the next person if they are alive and keep pushing people around to the next person instead of helping me to figure out what I wanna do with my life.
Yes, I know I should decide what I want to do with my life, but the thing is that with adhd it is actually really hard to decide stuff like this. At least I've read that I'm not only one with this kind of problems.
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Also just bit out of the topic I have one question for you readers? Do you want to be able to read more than one post from the main page? Or do you like it the way it is now that you can see just one post and you will have to click the history-tab for more?
Sunday, June 2, 2019
Rocket Raccoon Tribute - So What?
This song and this vid are so my current mood towards everything and everyone. Rocket Raccoon is my fave Marvel charachter and I can relate to him on so many levels and there is a really good reason behind it.
Lyrics:
So what if I'm crazier than crazy?
So what if I'm sicker than sick?
So what if I'm out of control?
Maybe that's what I like about it
So what if I'm sicker than sick?
So what if I'm out of control?
Maybe that's what I like about it
You can say that I'm going insane
And I'm not quite right
And that I'm to blame
You can say that I'm sick on the inside
Bet you don't know I like it that way
You can say whatever you like
If it's so wrong I don't wanna be right!
And I'm not quite right
And that I'm to blame
You can say that I'm sick on the inside
Bet you don't know I like it that way
You can say whatever you like
If it's so wrong I don't wanna be right!
So what if I'm crazier than crazy?
So what if I'm sicker than sick?
So what if I'm out of control?
Maybe that's what I like about it
So what?
So what?
So what if I'm sicker than sick?
So what if I'm out of control?
Maybe that's what I like about it
So what?
So what?
You can say that I'm going insane
And I'm not quite right
And that I'm to blame
I don't care you can say what you want to
I am who I am and I'll never be like you
You can say whatever you like
If it's so wrong I don't wanna be right!
And I'm not quite right
And that I'm to blame
I don't care you can say what you want to
I am who I am and I'll never be like you
You can say whatever you like
If it's so wrong I don't wanna be right!
So what if I'm crazier than crazy?
So what if I'm sicker than sick?
So what if I'm out of control?
Maybe that's what I like about it
So what?
So what?
So what if I'm sicker than sick?
So what if I'm out of control?
Maybe that's what I like about it
So what?
So what?
Saturday, April 27, 2019
What is it with people's need to be mean and spoil stuff on purpose?
I understand if someone accidently slips something, but like whats the joy of going to yell to people who are waiting to see a movie and try to enjoy it with full of surpises "Hey hey did you knoow that this person X does a thing Y in a movie and then that other person B does thing C with Y?"
Like in a way you are also ruining it for the film makers. They are telling us a story, and we are paying them to hear the story, and then if we know the story already we have no "need" to hear the story.
Also I think story is best told by the person who wrote it. Like have you guys listened Redwall audiobooks by Brian Jacques? Those are true masterpieces! Even Redwall is repeative as flarg the audiobooks are still pure art.
As someone got to hear one major spoiler on Twitch.tv's Pokemon stream before I realized that I definetely m better if I stay out of social media all together before I see the Endgame I just wanna slap everyone who enjoys spoiling the story and the mood from other people and ask if their own mother's did not love them enough so thay are feeling this empty void inside of them and they have this need to make others feel their pain and emptiness.
If you have issues with yourself be a nice sport and go to talk to a professional or someone over the internet who is willing to sacriface their own time to listen you cry. Be warned if you are a jerk and annoy people enough no one will want to be your friends or listen to you anymore.
I got to meet the latter situation with one of my ex-friends. Ya, you know I was posting weeks ago about this person who I tried to be friends with, but he was too lazy to be friendly back, "Alex". Well quess what. He ghosted someone else for a week, and when this person who got ghosted become bored and spoke to me this one person lets call him Alex because -I dont wanna tell any info about them- yelled at me that "How dared I speak to his friends!" and he was mad on me for getting nice and warm words from his friends. I was like hey I did send you multiple messages that this other person lets call her Pinja missed you. And he was like "I dont care. I can ghost people for weeks but if you talk to them you are the most annoying and mean person in the universe and I hate you."
I was like oki.. well then.
But yes, this incident made me realize how much there are people who has issue with their own self and they reflect in on the other people and drag the other people into mud with them. Please, if you feel sad and lonely or insecure about youreslf find some professional to talk with instead of either annoying or hurting, or both to the peopple over internet.
If you get hurt you still have no right to hurt other people back. By doing so you are just causing more people who suffer like you did. I can kinda understand this type behaviour from someone like Rocket Raccoon who literally had no one called family ever in his his life, but most of these kids who act the same, that they dont care a flarg about others, exept they enjoy people feeling as miserable as they do did in most case have at least some kind of family. I m not saying it was any good but it was a family. Still ya. I wish this Alex would realize that he cant act like Domina to every single person over the internet while being really cruel and uncaring about other people's feelings.
But ya. Here is my rant for now. I will do more later for sure. Now I gotta start getting ready for this one study class that I m taking about the End times. Whahaha.
Be blessed, and PLS if you are having a bad day dont reflect it back on others. You will just make everyone think you are asshat and really really mentally retarded and selfish jerk. And NO one wants to be friends with that. Yes, if you feel like no one loves you and everyone hates you because you are jerk, maybe instead of just thinking that one could think how to not be so much jerk and how at least try make someone else feel safe and happy. If no one else just try make yourself feel safe. Get some adults to talk to. And if you are being honest to yourself no one is truelly happy to see the world burn.. Okay Rocket Raccoon is gotten in so much deep in depression lane but even he enjoys more being friends and chilling than making everyone burn. Okay maybe bit roasting Quill but other than that.
I will do review about Endgame after most of people are seen it so I wont spoil anything. Hugs to all fellow Raccoonatics there! <3
Like in a way you are also ruining it for the film makers. They are telling us a story, and we are paying them to hear the story, and then if we know the story already we have no "need" to hear the story.
Also I think story is best told by the person who wrote it. Like have you guys listened Redwall audiobooks by Brian Jacques? Those are true masterpieces! Even Redwall is repeative as flarg the audiobooks are still pure art.
As someone got to hear one major spoiler on Twitch.tv's Pokemon stream before I realized that I definetely m better if I stay out of social media all together before I see the Endgame I just wanna slap everyone who enjoys spoiling the story and the mood from other people and ask if their own mother's did not love them enough so thay are feeling this empty void inside of them and they have this need to make others feel their pain and emptiness.
If you have issues with yourself be a nice sport and go to talk to a professional or someone over the internet who is willing to sacriface their own time to listen you cry. Be warned if you are a jerk and annoy people enough no one will want to be your friends or listen to you anymore.
I got to meet the latter situation with one of my ex-friends. Ya, you know I was posting weeks ago about this person who I tried to be friends with, but he was too lazy to be friendly back, "Alex". Well quess what. He ghosted someone else for a week, and when this person who got ghosted become bored and spoke to me this one person lets call him Alex because -I dont wanna tell any info about them- yelled at me that "How dared I speak to his friends!" and he was mad on me for getting nice and warm words from his friends. I was like hey I did send you multiple messages that this other person lets call her Pinja missed you. And he was like "I dont care. I can ghost people for weeks but if you talk to them you are the most annoying and mean person in the universe and I hate you."
I was like oki.. well then.
But yes, this incident made me realize how much there are people who has issue with their own self and they reflect in on the other people and drag the other people into mud with them. Please, if you feel sad and lonely or insecure about youreslf find some professional to talk with instead of either annoying or hurting, or both to the peopple over internet.
If you get hurt you still have no right to hurt other people back. By doing so you are just causing more people who suffer like you did. I can kinda understand this type behaviour from someone like Rocket Raccoon who literally had no one called family ever in his his life, but most of these kids who act the same, that they dont care a flarg about others, exept they enjoy people feeling as miserable as they do did in most case have at least some kind of family. I m not saying it was any good but it was a family. Still ya. I wish this Alex would realize that he cant act like Domina to every single person over the internet while being really cruel and uncaring about other people's feelings.
But ya. Here is my rant for now. I will do more later for sure. Now I gotta start getting ready for this one study class that I m taking about the End times. Whahaha.
Be blessed, and PLS if you are having a bad day dont reflect it back on others. You will just make everyone think you are asshat and really really mentally retarded and selfish jerk. And NO one wants to be friends with that. Yes, if you feel like no one loves you and everyone hates you because you are jerk, maybe instead of just thinking that one could think how to not be so much jerk and how at least try make someone else feel safe and happy. If no one else just try make yourself feel safe. Get some adults to talk to. And if you are being honest to yourself no one is truelly happy to see the world burn.. Okay Rocket Raccoon is gotten in so much deep in depression lane but even he enjoys more being friends and chilling than making everyone burn. Okay maybe bit roasting Quill but other than that.
I will do review about Endgame after most of people are seen it so I wont spoil anything. Hugs to all fellow Raccoonatics there! <3
Thursday, January 17, 2019
And I think I might have a slight problem..
Our water has iron on it and I tried to wash my glasses with it. And now my glasses has this smokey effecty dirt on it that is not going away. Oh god I m so flarked. I just got these and I dont wanna pay for other 600 euros for new ones.
And yes I got glasses since appearently I have bad eye sight. And really dry eyes. And my eye sight keep switching. Sometimes I m not sure if I see anything with glasses or not. Like I can read but my field of vision is really small and I'm kinda worried about. Ya. I m kinda of a person who worries a lot and usually makes everything into big deal and deal big enough to freeze and have panic attack about.
But at this moment I just wanna scream and panic because Ive managed to ruin my glasses with normal water. okay our water. It tastes like blood even it goes trough sand filter to get rid of the most of the iron on it. Also my bed is broken. It has been for years but Im suddenly feeling like maybe I dont wanna sleep fearing to break up on bed splitting up on the middle. Already happened couple of times. Ive have had this bed since I was 4. My Grandfather made it for me. He used to be a woodworker. He also made my parents's bed and other furnitures in the house.
But ya. Its 1:04 am so maybe I should just stop worrying and go to sleep.
But then there is this question. How does one just shut their brains down and stops worrying?
My brains lack that function. I really sometimes would love to have to have my head scanned lol.
Maybe I m gonna just try watch bad movies from Netflix untill I fall a sleep or listen something from Spotify.
I try start updating daily because I kinda like writing. Ya I know no one is never gonna read this shit that I type here but I m not typing this so people would read it. Okay maybe I wish that was the case. But mostly I m just typing stuff here to clear my own head and making myself something to look back and cry later on.
Funny thing I read my old posts and found couple really suicidal ones. I've really been deep down in the hole. Somehow I still feel like I m in the hole but lately Ive been avoiding of going outside or doing anything that would upset me. Maybe that is a good thing. Or maybe it is not. One thing is clearly a bad sign because I keep dreaming about Rocket Raccoon and kissing him and stuff. That is definetely a bad sign. Or I dunno. I suppose us girls are built to want make a happy family but I just want to go hug and kiss Rocket and hide and snuggle him on some corner and watch as the world destroys itself. I just wanna be cute and cuddly with him. I know I m crazy. He is not even real. Oh gosh I really at least fast read this and edit all stupid shit like this away so I would not regret it later. But you know what. I m stupid. And I m gonna let this here so I can regret it later. I dunno if I even live long enough to regret it. I mean. I got eye glasses now. I feel like 100 years old granny who just sits home and waits the welcome death.
And yes I got glasses since appearently I have bad eye sight. And really dry eyes. And my eye sight keep switching. Sometimes I m not sure if I see anything with glasses or not. Like I can read but my field of vision is really small and I'm kinda worried about. Ya. I m kinda of a person who worries a lot and usually makes everything into big deal and deal big enough to freeze and have panic attack about.
But at this moment I just wanna scream and panic because Ive managed to ruin my glasses with normal water. okay our water. It tastes like blood even it goes trough sand filter to get rid of the most of the iron on it. Also my bed is broken. It has been for years but Im suddenly feeling like maybe I dont wanna sleep fearing to break up on bed splitting up on the middle. Already happened couple of times. Ive have had this bed since I was 4. My Grandfather made it for me. He used to be a woodworker. He also made my parents's bed and other furnitures in the house.
But ya. Its 1:04 am so maybe I should just stop worrying and go to sleep.
But then there is this question. How does one just shut their brains down and stops worrying?
My brains lack that function. I really sometimes would love to have to have my head scanned lol.
Maybe I m gonna just try watch bad movies from Netflix untill I fall a sleep or listen something from Spotify.
I try start updating daily because I kinda like writing. Ya I know no one is never gonna read this shit that I type here but I m not typing this so people would read it. Okay maybe I wish that was the case. But mostly I m just typing stuff here to clear my own head and making myself something to look back and cry later on.
Funny thing I read my old posts and found couple really suicidal ones. I've really been deep down in the hole. Somehow I still feel like I m in the hole but lately Ive been avoiding of going outside or doing anything that would upset me. Maybe that is a good thing. Or maybe it is not. One thing is clearly a bad sign because I keep dreaming about Rocket Raccoon and kissing him and stuff. That is definetely a bad sign. Or I dunno. I suppose us girls are built to want make a happy family but I just want to go hug and kiss Rocket and hide and snuggle him on some corner and watch as the world destroys itself. I just wanna be cute and cuddly with him. I know I m crazy. He is not even real. Oh gosh I really at least fast read this and edit all stupid shit like this away so I would not regret it later. But you know what. I m stupid. And I m gonna let this here so I can regret it later. I dunno if I even live long enough to regret it. I mean. I got eye glasses now. I feel like 100 years old granny who just sits home and waits the welcome death.
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