Standing and watching pain is really hard..

After being depressed so many years and when finally feeling okay I find it hard to watch when very dear friend of mine is depressed..
was it really this hard to my friends also to watch me fading and suffering?
..
I want to give big hug to everyone who stood by my side when I was hurt and weak.
Same time I want to pray God powers to my friend who is really sad at the moment.

Oh how I wish if I could get his pains inside me.
He is so much weaker than I m. I feel like I was missing my own pain and would be ready to take my own pain inside me just to see him smile.
-Varjokani