Wednesday, September 4, 2013

I m starting to feel alive..

After using meds for depression for 3 years and soon 4 years I find it odd that today I have felt hungry. It feels like I had emty hollow spot inside me.. Its really odd feeling. And I also feel kinda cold chill in my hands.


Well I think I have nothing to worry after I bought little bit of chocolate cake from our school's coffeteria. Maybe after all it is the main reason I feel hungry.. because I want chocolate.
But yea I  m just wanting to make sure that I follow and keep track about how I feel. '

The biggest change in my life for couple last days has been that I have started to play piano again. Maybe it has something to do with me being able to feel hunger again?
Well it is quite annoying to eat while you are not feeling hungry. 

But yes rock on bros. 8-)



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4 comments:

  1. Didn’t know that you play piano. That’s talent that I must envy. Even a doorbells that I touch runs out of batteries immediately. But I hope that you will find it more fun and enjoyable at the near future.

    And about chocolate. I will cheat my future husband with it. And he can caught me only if my fanny gets enormous...

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    1. Yep its kinda my own hobby to compose small themes. Maybe I should record them sometime? But I somehow feel really shy about it.. and I fear I m not so good and I make you only suffer with the thing I call my music.

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  2. Söpöä. En kyl tykkää tost sun pelottavasta kuvasta :'< Juu, anteeks luin sun blogin oon pahis.

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