I just got a phone call from my doctor. Part of the tests came back and at the moment only thing wrong with me seems to be my level of vitamin D. She explained to me that while normal person has serious case of major lack of vitamin D its somewhere around 40. Normally a normal person would have it around 7. For some reason I have mine at 30. I did eat some pills for it during the winter but I stopped since the sun started to show of more and I tough me being casually once per week outside would fix it. Before going to doctor I had been taking walk courses of 30 min daily for at least three days. I would assume it would have made my D vitamin value go up but there seems to be something wrong with it.
She advised me to start eating pills again. There is just one problem. Okay two problems. I m the kind of person who has trouble both drinking water and keeping hydrated and eating pills. Both of them are things that for some reason make me try to throw up. I can drink small bottle of lemonade or bubble water if one gives me enough time to consume it. But if I m needed to drink water I easily feel like throwing up because of some reason that is currently unkown by me. Also I m currently struggling even to take my daily dozes of both Seronil and Concerta at the morning as it is. I dunno. Maybe its because I dont drink enough. But pills make me feel like they wont stay down. And they will come back up. Even how much I drink while I take them I still feel like throwing up. Same thing is with water. Something inside my brains is rejecting it.
I dunno if this has something to do with my early years at the childrens home where I was up to 1 years old, when I was adopted. Recently I have been able to link many strange things in my life and strange behaviour and issues that I have into that time.
But I dunno what is this all. Its making me confused. Mere the tough of drinking water and taking pills is enough to make my throat feel like I need to go to the bathroom and throw up. There is this weird thingle that makes me feel like I was chocking on a fish bone.
About water cosuming today, Ive managed to drink almost half of bottle of bubbled mineral water from 1,5L bottle.
Only thing I know for sure that there is something here that I will have to deal with on future. It would be nice to know tough why I feel like chocking or throwing up for drinking water.
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