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Hello again. Sorry for not posting here for a while. I've been "busy.." meaning I've been playing Minecraft with a friend who was staying at my place. He left back to his own house yesterday, but somehow he made me get excited about Minecraft's different modpacks so I ended up playing them till yesterday till midnight. Heheh. I know, rip my sleeping schedule but hey, at least I did something creative with my time. I dunno if one can call just running around in circles and planting and chopping trees as creative but at least I had fun.

The most interesting pack I found yesterday from the Twitch launcher was called Volcano Block. What makes it interesting is the fact that there, in the beginning, you have to stab yourself on the leg with a wooden knife to rip your own flesh out to get some bone mail to make the grass grow better. It is so creepy and bizarre that one can only get a lowkey shock reaction out of it and laugh for it.

Today I was planning to try both to play some Minecraft and test out some new modpacks and to go out for a jog later on since I got my new pedometer. The only downside is that my over sensitive stupid skin does really not take the heat so well and I easily feel like getting overheated and dehydrated and my brains feel like melting down.

I also notice how quiet and empty our big house is after my friend is back at his own house. I kinda miss him already.

Also fun fact that I forgot to mention earlier on. My friend is the only outsider that Zorro does not freak out with. Zorro even lets my friend pet himself and kept massaging and pushing his small cat head on my friend's leg. Like Zorro does not even let my oldest best friend get anywhere near him. He always hides whenever she comes to my place. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that my friend is creeped out by cats and is terrified to Veli wich Zorro can relate to.

Also, Weedi seems to be doing okay. Even he is still being a bit too brave with his leg since he just got out a couple days ago for the first time in almost a month. I fear he might injure it again and I think he already did since I saw him act out like he was again in pain. But today he seems to be fine. At least he had enough energy to come to grab all leftovers from Zorro and Veli's food they had for the morning.

I myself feel fine too, except I'm a bit nervous about the future. I m gonna go to this club meeting for people who don't have a job again. I hope they will be able to help me out and support me with my bad self-esteem and help me to trust my own skills and dare me to do more to get a job.
But for today I think I m just gonna take it easy on chill.

Getting rid of unhealthy habits and addictions

First step is admitting to having a problem. Admitting that you are doing something that is unhealthy for you either menthal or physical way. Often the hardest part is the part where one admits that they have a problem. Only then and only after that it can be treated and helped to deal with.

Second part is realizing why something is unhealthy for you. You may know it but getting it hammered deep inside your heart can make huge difference. If you notice you drink too much Cola or hang out too much over the internet you will have to explain yourself why those are bad for you. Cola can harm your body in a way that it makes you fat. If  you keep browsing internet and just staring the blank screen all day long it can harm your brains. But mostly it harms your own social relationships. All the time one takes sitting on computer is time away from being with friends and talking with them.

And if one keeps just hanging online too much one will soon notice that all social skills are gone and humans are starting to avoid you. I have had slight social media addiction myself so I know what I m talking about. Also I have had Coca Cola addiction. It is no help saying "yaya. Its bad for me."

You need to say "Its bad for me because it makes me fat." or "Its bad for me because it takes time away from being happy with my friends."

Most important to think about this is if one just sits on computer and reads something they hate. Internet should never should be used as tortue device. If you find something over internet that makes you feel uncofortable you should not use all day of staring at it. It will destroy your brains. Also too much stress and negativity in general is harmful for your brains.

That is why Im linking a live stream video of Kitten Academy live stream here in the bottom so we can all just relax and watch something nice and positive for the change:

Kitten Academy Live Stream