The future of my blog

Since I seem to enjoy writing once again I decided that it is time to start updating the outfit and style of this blog. I admit doing the last big update on the theme and the outfit of the blog during 2011 when I started my media assistant studies. After that I barely have touched anything and hence the blog still looks so horrible. I myself rarely even open the public page of the blog. I ususally just see the blank white space that I write my posts. Now however after noticing how unprofessional my blog looks I decided to start giving it better look. I admit that I know I m not gonna finish it all in one day. Also I know my taste of style is different from the "normal Finnish style", so if you see something you absolutely hate on this blog please either comment on it, or  if you are a shy send me a message. I added "contact" form to the top left side for you shy people who are too shy to comment to my blog.

Also funny thing I noticed, there is this one anime/manga related forum that I love to check daily for updates. However there are usually online just me and the Admins of the site. But for some reason my blog dashboard keeps telling me that +10 people visits my blog from that forum daily. To me its mega strange because I tough no one used that forum anymore besides for reading updates about upcoming manga episodes and about upcoming stage drama in Japan.

However I m grateful that you people find my blog interesting. I know, this is really old blog and the old content from the early ages is horribly badly written. But I ve kept it in the archieves because this blog is to me like  diary of some sort. Always when I was sad or stressed or confused about something I used to post here. Also often when I was seriously depressed I used to post here. For some reason just writing my own toughts down made me understand myself better and feel better in general.

Same pattern seems to keep happening here still because I admit that most of my latest posts have been about me being ill and me having a thunder headache.

In the future I m planning to focus more either on drawing and art or video game playing. I already added own side site for Twitch where you can watch my game streams directly from my blogs page.

I hope that you dear readers find this blog as entertaining as I enjoy writing it. Seriously, I love writing my toughts down. As someone with ADD/ADHD the flow of thoughs is huge. And usually my own toughts get tangled up inside my head so it all is just gray noise and huge mess.
Writing stuff down gives me better change to actually understand myself what I m actually thinking and feeling. With out it I somehow feel empty and brain dead, but when I write I feel more alive than in a long time.

I try to update here daily and I hope you enjoy the jorney with me.
God bless and lots of hugs to you!

Fashion and being me

Fashion for Passion...? Ya for Passion of the Christ.

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For somereason I get reflex-like bad feeling and feel sick when ever I hear the word "fashion". I just don't get it. Okay. For myself its most important that my clothes feel good and look nice for my taste. I don't give damn about if they are okay by fashion. Or at the other hand if someone says I look cool and I have good fashion skills and I'm wearing trend clothes you might be quite sure I destroy the peace of clothes first time I get the change. I dunno. I just somehow feel like I was allergic to it. Maybe I'm.

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And whats the big who wha about what people look like anyhow? Okay I get it its not right if you wear trash bag and dog poop on you but other than that I'm not interested. Ya. Just popped to my mind to write about this thing since there seems to be so many fashion centered blogs and people around. And also I just keep wondering if I should change my point of view. But since I got no reason for it I think I'm not doing it. Not today at least. Maybe tomorrow. Or I dunno. Hehe.

But ya other thing I don't get when people don't like themselves and try look like someone else. Like some movie star or film star or charachter from some book. I get it people in movies are beautiful. But so are you. Every one of us is beautiful. In our own way. We all are unique and important. So if you don't look like every averange movie star just be happy. You aren't mass production and cheap copy cat. You are you and perfect the way you are. That is the point and thing that makes each one of us valuabe and unique. We are we and there is no way of replacing any of us.

Humans are unique and I think thats how it should be. But somehow we are scared of it?
Well Maybe I quit this typing now and make an other post about being scared of it.

How to create custom mouse icon?

If you wish to create custom mouse icon to your web-page you can do it easily. Just add this peace of code to your css-file.


cursor: url('Your_cursors_name+link.cur'), default;



Link to online .cur convertor can be found here.



Also the code to make it be shown in your blog:

<style type='text/css'>body,a,a:hover{cursor:url(http://www.adress.com/YourCursorsName.cur),progress}</style>