Hiiiya!

I m alive.. :D

Just been really busy busy with school. D:

At the moment easiest way to find me is to talk to me in DeviantArt. I try to be active there at least. :)

Yes.. busy as a bee and lazy as a lion.

Yes thats me. I have been really busy lately and I feel myself really lazy at the time to time. I feel like wanting to have a nap each second I just can. :D

Hiya again!

Hi again! I have been really busy (again). I have done 2 hours of work for my animation that is my schoolwork. Its was fun but made me tired. I drew more than 95 pictures and all I got was couple of seckonds of animation.. Its really hard work. I never tough it could be so hard work. But I´d say that it was worth of it. I will be posting my animation here after its done.
-Tanya

Hullo friends!

Yes, I have been quite busy lately, but I m still alive.

Heheheh. XD

Did I speak about things getting nasty?

.....Well now its really bad, for a weather. It totally rains. Luckily I can be here warm inside, and draw with drawing board.

I m planning also add Finnish language blog also.

When things go really really wrong..

Yes, I got depressed at this weekend, and that is why I got to sleep 12 pm and today I woke up 6:00 am, and now I have experiment about copyright law, and now I should be smart, and clever when I barely stay awake.

.....

But luckily no one else seems to have forgotten whole thing.. SO if I die, I m not only one.
But have nice day!

[EDIT:
"The teacher wants to move the day, because no one read, and that we still needs to learn something" 
 ] 
-Varjokani

I can bake! O_O

Yeees.. I baked my first cake ever.  I used whole day to do this, so do not kill me.

I used this as measure. I mean "There where ear of the lion ends mom. " xdd

Comments please!^^

-Varjokani

浜松のハレルヤコミュニティーチャーチで行われたワーシップの様子

Just wanted to share this beautiful song with you guys. Even you are Christian or not, you have to admit that this is beautiful.
I love their voice and how they really love to sing.  I think that this is what singing and worshiping is a all about; to love to do it, and have fun. But enjoy!
-Varjokani

About me in Youtube..

As many of you have seen I have an account at Youtube.com. I have planned to use it as a way to show my art, but I also want to use it for teaching things about art, and drawing. Yes, you have seen some of my art but only a small amount of it. So my question would be "What would you want to see in my account?" Send your answer here... And just to make it clear, it has to be something that I or you would dare to do before your parents so keep all bad ideas inside you okay?
Have nice day! :-)
-Varjokani

Hi again!

I m at a school at the moment. I have studied whole day Exel and feel really like I want to draw and hang out at DeviantArt, but I still enjoy studuying and learnig everything new about media.
I also m thinking to create new videos to Youtube;

This is just test try, and I know that I needs to fix that light.

Have nice week!

-Varjokani

Hiya!

I have been busy lately. Waking up 6:00 am is hard, and so I have spent whole day watching movies and resting.. But I think I needs to go to sleep now. I just wanted to do a quick post here.  I love ya!

And just when I wished to wake up early..

And go to bed 9:00 pm. Surely then I just needs to get ache on my stomach. I m just so mad at myself. I just wished to wake up early and then I could not get a sleep because of that horrible pain. I m just so out of luck. >_<'  When did I have  a good luck? o.O  But well, I m still alive (for your bad) and I m still writing these. Yes, I needs to go school tomorrow and after all the pain I had because of my rabbit-hater teacher I m bit scared, but who would not?  Lets just hope and pray that everything will turn out good and I will live happily after all till I die with my buckhare (means=boyfriend).  Lets just hope that I havent gotten any school fobia.
-Varjokani

Good bye my beloved Summer holiday...

Yes, it seems like I just yesterday started my Summer and now it seems to fade away. I will soon start studying as media-assistant, so it means I can´t hang out at DeviantArt so much as I used to. I m going to  miss everyone. Well luckily this is one step ahead to my dream job so I think I can take this. I just can´t wait to start studying.. but at same time I feel little nervous because I will not know anyone and they all are going to be strangers but I think I can manage that also.  But I will be posting more about my studies as I know more of them. All I now know is that I needs to wake up really early  (6:00) or something if I wish to be there in time at school. Lets just hope that I stay awake.  I m not so keen on falling as sleep at first schoolday of mine. That would be horrible, wouldnt it be.
But wille be writing more soon!
- Yours Varjokani

Asiaa Irja Askolalle!

(( Varjokani production on ollut ongelmissa internetyhteyden kanssa joten anteeksi viivytys))
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Voisiko joku ystävällisesti viedä nämä terveiset Askolalle? Olisin hyvin suuren kiitoksen velassa.


Itse kristittynä ja omasta mielestäni erittäin suvaitsevana henkilönä ihmettelen eräitä asioita Suomen nykyisessä kirkossa. Kristillisyys on perinteinen uskontomme, ja sitä pitäisi vaalia. Ei tietenkään niin että ketään pakotettaisiin siihen . Ateistit ja muslimit saavat vapaasti olla sitä mitä haluavat.

Jostain kumman syystä tämä ns. "vapaa lupa ajatella omilla aivoillaan" ei koskekaan meitä kaikkia. Homoseksuaaleja, ja ateisteja se kyllä koskee, mutta jostain kumman syystä ex-homoseksuaalit ja kristityt jotka uskovat Raamattuun eivät saa olla omaa mieltään?  Saanko kysyä missä vika?



Otetaampas esimerkiksi Gay parade- paraati, jossa homoseksuaaliset ihmiset marssivat tasa-arvon puolesta ja osoittavat omaa mieltään. Tämä on Suomessa täysin sallittua, ja mielestäni saakin olla, mutta kas kummaa heti kun joku ilmoittaakin olevansa ex-homo niin heti ollaan syyttämässä kyseistä henkilöä toisten oman mielipiteen loukkaamisesta, ja masentamisesta ym. Mikseivät muka ex-homot saisi olla omaa mieltään? JA sitten vielä väitetään että kyseistä henkilöä haastatellut Nuotta olisi rasistinen. Kuka tässä ei anna kenen olla oma itsensä. Kukaan ei ole kieltänyt etteivätkö homoseksuaalit saisi olla omaa mieltään mutta nähtävästi tämä ei edelleenkään koske ex-homoja, vaan nämä ovat heti loukkaavia itsekeskeisiä ja hyökkääviä rasisteja jotka näkevät vain oman itsensä. Miten minusta tuntuu että tuo väite pätee enemmän johonkuhun toiseen ihmisryhmään joka näyttäisi sietävän vain oman mielipiteensä, ja muut (siis ne pskapäät ja erimieltä olevat) ovat rasisteja. (?)

Toinen asia on se että kas kummaa kun muslimit saisivat kyllä tulla kirkkoon kertomaan omaa mielipidettään mutta kristiytyt yhteisöt eivät. Miksi tämä minusta vaikuttaa siltä että että täällä tosiasiassa syrjitään uskovia kristittyjä ja nämä syyttäjät väittävät olevansa törkeän rasismin uhreja!!!

Tietenkin tuomitsen myös muslimeija ja homoseksuaalisia henkilöitä koskevan todellisen rasismin. He ovat yhtä arvokkaita kuin mekin. Kuitenkin mielestäni myöskin kristittyjen pitäisi antaa olla omaa mieltään kun kaikki muutkin saavat niin toimia.

-Varjokani

OMA MIELIPIDE SALLITUKSI KAIKILLE!!

Hiya!

I have started drawing again.. If you have any request please send them to me. -Varjokani

Some fellows have luck...

And other ones don´t. ..

Well let me explain it. I have been wondered for at least 3 months whats wrong with my vhs-player, and then my friend Kuippana comes here and it starts working.  Then my network has been broken and when Kuippana comes in the room I get it (network) working. I needs to ask him to barrow his lucky rabbit-paw (Kuippana is half rabbit like I) for me...
But for other matter. There is freaking warm here in Finland. I was sure I had fever at this morning but it was only the warm weather. Oh! I m such an idiot. Its always too warm or too cold for me.. Never "perfect." But well.. Maybe I STAY ALIVE. *over-reacting*

See ya.

-vk

Hiya! I m back from Estonia!

I just came back home from Estonia. My father´s friend lives there and he likes to visit her.. and also he likes to take our family there for a summer. The hardest part of that trip was driving. I became easily sick on  long driving distances. It took whole day to get into the Pärnu and because my parents wanted to take our doggies with them we needed to find a wet so we could have someone to give document that they took their warm medicine.

When we finally got there I was really tired. I remember just it that I walked in a cottage we rented, and then I did go straight in bed and fell a sleep.

Here is a picture taken near our cottage.. Its was quite middle of nowhere like you can see.
 

 At the next day me, and mom shopped and swum into the ocean. The waves where huge.. Over half m if there is any trust in my counting skills. I just wish I could have place like that at our backyard. Well I know its impossible but still.

It was fun to see how nice all people where. There was one restaurant where they brought us extra table middle of the street and then they bought our dogs a lots of water freely. I also had a change to make glass-necklare there.. Or partly. The glass-part was already made but I had a change to add tin layer on it and make it ready myself. It was really cool. I gave the neclare to my mom and she was really happy about it.

In Estonia there were lots of storks. Some of them had even built their nest on a chimneytop on a roof. Too shame that I could not get a photo of them. Some of them also had nestlings, small baby storks.
 Also there were a lots of grasshoppers.. Or that is what we call all of this type creatures in Finland.  They were huge and they had get in their mind to have concert 24/7 in our yard.

When we were leaving home and stopped for break on one cafeterian we met one of these fellows. He or she seemed really keen on one of our dogs. It hopped all the time on our dog´s back and come to say hello. I took it back to the next table but everytime it came back to our table. It even tried to say hello to my mom.. Well..........  Ehehem... My mom does not like bugs. She is scares them. Well that little fellow got brave idea to come my moms head. It walked up from the chair to my moms back and into her neck. That was when I got a paper  plate and carried poor fellow to the nearest flower bush. Luckily mom did not notice it. I managed to take photo of it:


This was the "LITTLE" fellow who come to say hello;

 


Yes we had a  colorfull trip even I missed my baby bunny Bigwig -and from the way he was eating while I was gone he missed me also- he did not eat almost anything. When we got home he started eating again. I m too lazy to write more at this time but will be writing soon.
-Varjokani

Hullo!

Yes.. Its me again.  I m planning to make new videos to Youtube. At the moment I have two types of ideas; Shortmovies and also videos where I comment all the things what happen around me. I still needs to practice speaking before camera. I can speak behind but that is entire different case. O_O

Its seems like ages when I last time had happy news and I think that now when I can write this blog again I will share it with you; I finally have a place where to go studying to be media-assistant. Its scary. I have just get used to be teen-ager and now I m 17 years old. Its scary because I  feel time going so fast. But lets hope that someday I will be able to make my own movies and tell by picture what I feel and how I feel and what I think. Also I want to make everyone to see things that they seem to be blind. 

At the moment it still is long way of studying before I m done.

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Hi everyone. I finally got my wireless network working somehow.. Or maybe its just it that it works again and then its dead. I m still bit of quessing the last one.

Well. I had been hard weeks because my granny died on my Birthday morning and we just got a call from hospital. I was like "WHATATAAAA!?!?!? HOW...? " partly because last time when I saw her she was alright and I borrowed some books for her. I still find it hard to understand that she is gone.. Or maybe that she does not live there anymore. Good bye strawberry juice of hers.. and beetroot stew and apples... Her apples where huge. I remember that they were so big that I could get them stucked in my coats pocket even my pockets were huge also. .. Huh.. Its just so weird how much of stuff you are going to miss when you realize you are going to be without it. I mean we always got huge amount of strawberries for her own garden even she was 92 years old at least.. I had to eat them so much that when I saw a strawberry I almost died and I dont like them so much, but still I miss them.

Its really odd how we miss things we dont have  and when we have them we think its "how it should to be" and we dont care so much of it. We love our life and we have such amount of hurry and work so we forget how much of important things we have. My mom friend loved running till she got into coma and when she woke up she could not walk again. I m pretty sure that if someone would tell her half year before she would call her or him a liar and say that it was a good joke.

I really have no time write so much at the moment but I courage you guys to think of your lifes. What do you have today? Home and house? Health? Life?  And what of all about your friends? Do you care them? Yes or no. We all needs to enjoy things we have before we lose them.

Also I would put the cat on table and ask; IF YOU DIE TODAY WHERE YOU GO?
That is really important question that all of us needs to think. Where would us go? Where we want to go? Is there a heaven? Or maybe a God?  If there is God what would he like about you? Would he get you in when you die?

I  m not trying to preach here I m just saying think of it. We cant ever know when its our last breath here. We can be okay and then someone can drive over us in the road and we can be dead. Think of it... Maybe today befrore you go to sleep. Think of all what I said. You are alive but not forever, and when your life ends are you ready to face that all what happens after it. I´d say about myself that I m but how about you?

-Varjokani