Shadowfields on nyt auki!

Hei siellä. Tiedän että moni on odottanut tätä jo pitkään, ja vihdoin sain repäistyä netistä toimivan oloisen foorumikoneen jolla pystyn aloittamaan projektin siinä määrin että sinne voi oikeasti jo tehdäkin jotain omaa sotkua, ja se pysyy pystyssä.

tai siis aikaisempien ilmaisserverien ongelmana ollut se että nämä ovat kaatuneet heti kun tietty määrä badwithiä (käyttäjät avanneet sivua ja käyttäneet sen muistia) on käytetty.

Mutta tämän pitäisi toimia. Ja uusia toimintoja on luvassa. ;-)

http://shadowfield.my-rpg.com/forum

Hyvä hyvä suomen valtio! Mihin ne rahat katoo? // Eikö voisi korjata kouluja? Valtio hei!

Luin tossa eilen lehdestä että ISIS-terroristijärjestön riveissä hengailevat suomalaiset saavat KELAN tuen mikäli ilmaantuvat Suomeen puolen ennen ulkomaillaoleskeluajan umpeutumista. Tuli mieleen että eikö valtio voisi käyttää rahansa vähän järkevämmin.

Ohessa ystäväni kertomus hänen koulurakennuksensa kunnosta, ja siitä miten se vaikuttaa hänen opiskeluunsa. Pistää oikeesti hiljaiseksi ja vihaiseksi kun tajuaa että rahat menee ihan jonnekin muualle kuin siihen missä sitä tarvitaan ja missä siitä olisi jotain hyötyä:


Nyt annan puheenvuoron Hetalle


     

Heta Peperonia Kontinen:

Pieniä ajatuksia koulun alusta kehiin:
Koulu alkaa huomenna. Yleensä oon ollut se tyyppi, joka alkaa odottaa kouluun paluuta jossain heinäkuun puolessa välissä. Tänä vuonna, ensimmäistä kertaa elämässäni koen kouluun paluun ahdistava ja vaikeana, jopa pelottavana.
Syy on hämmästyttävän yksinkertainen: koulun sivurakennuksen homeongelma. Ei varmaan kukaan muukaan nauttisi kouluun menosta jos tietäisi että seurauksena luulet kuolevasi väsymykseen, migreenin omaiseen pääkipuun, lihaskramppeihin ja hengitysvaikeuksiin joka kerta kun astut sisälle koulurakennukseen. (ja nyt ei puhuta "valvoin yön yli" väsymyksestä. Nyt puhutaan niin totaalisesta voimattomuudesta ettet kykene kävelemään suoraan jos kykenet kävelemään ollenkaan, silmät eivät jaksa kohdistaa, olet liian voimaton nostaaksesi kynää pöydältä etkä kykene reagoimaan yhtään mihinkään. Nyt puhutaan kirjaimellisesta kuoleman väsymyksestä)
Koulun sivurakennus on tosiaan homeessa, ainakin kolme kerrosta neljästä on. Tiedän sen tasan tarkkaan, ja koulun muutkin homeyliherkät tietävät sen tasan tarkkaan, mutta koulua ei kiinnosta pätkän vertaa. Rehtorin ainoa vastaus oli ”Sitten sinun täytyy valita kursseja joita ei järjestetä siellä.” Ongelmana tässä on se, että homeluokissa järjestetään kursseja, jotka minun on käytävä suorittaakseni lukion. Lisäksi, en hakenut Kallion lukioon sitä varten että ainoa ilmaisuaine johon voisin osallistua (joka siis järjestetäään pääkoululla) olisi tanssi (joka on minulle hyvin lähellä kidutusta ja sitä ei edes tarjota tarvittavaa kahtatoista kurssia) Eikä muutenkaan voi olla minkään lain mukaista että joutuisin jättämään lukujärjestyksestäni aineita pois vain sen takia että koulua ei kiinnosta tarpeeksi edes tutkia asiaa, saatikka sitten tehdä sille mitään. Tietääkseni lainkin mukaan minulla on oikeus turvalliseen ja tasavertaiseen oppimisympäristöön, enkä tiedä miten tämä täyttää kummankaan edellytyksiä.
Mietin koko kesän mistä tämä kiinnostuksen puute johtuu. Kuvittelisin yhden syyn olevan termi ”homeallergia”. Se otetaan helposti vain muutaman ihmisen ongelmana, mutta totuus ei ole ihan näin. Home yliherkkyys on hyvinkin eri asia kuin vaikka maitoallergia. Jos olen maidolle allerginen, kaikki muut voivat yhä juoda sitä huoletta. Homeen kanssa asia ei ole näin. Sen saastuttama ilma on myrkyllistä, oli hengittäjä yliherkkä tai ei. Yliherkät ihmiset vain reagoivat nopeammin ja herkemmin. Jotkut sairastuvat selittämättömään syöpään kymmenen vuoden päästä, alkavat kärsiä keskushermoston ongelmista tai saavat astman.
Tässä välissä haluaisin siis ilmaista sen suunnattoman ahdistuksen ja vitutuksen tunteen kun minun ja kaikkien muidenkin koululaiseni ja aika monen muunkin koululaisen ympäri Suomea pitää palata tällä viikolla kouluun, huolimatta siitä että ilma jota siellä hengitämme tuhoaa terveyttä pala palalta.
Ei muuten ole kiva fiilis.
Edit: keksin täs hampaita pestessä hienon vertauskuvan. Tää on vähän sama ku jos kouluruokaan lisättäis ain pieniä määriä myrkkyä ja sit jos satut reagoimaan vahvemmin/aikasemmin ku muut nii sit sanotaan et eipähän tartte syödä täällä, eti ruokas muualta."

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Toivon että edes joku lukisi tämän ja saisin tällätavoin huomion käännettyä siihen mihin Suomen valtio oikein pistää rahansa!

Nasus is a damn big shrew.. O_O

Hi guys. Whats up? Yes, I have been unactive online.. or kinda.
I have been playing League of Legends lately. Feel free to join me.. cause I really think playing with friends is fun. Okay, at least if you play with friends there is no hate if you loose game and its your fauld. :P

Plz join LOL here to see how funny it is with friends. :)

I have been planning to stream LOL while I play it but with long days at work and parents arriving home early its small time I can have it with no one else on house. Please comment if you think I should stream it or not?

Good morning

Ya. It seems its friday again.. And I notice that I find Myself wondering How it is possible. I mean it just Was a monday. Where does time dissappear into?

What the heck does artblock even mean?

Ya. I have been talking with Candyskitten aka. Karkkikissa lately.. It seems I'm suffering from art block. Yes, Karkkikissa  at least told me that syntoms and dissorers fit to my description about how I feel.
And it is damn scary..

It seems I have two options. Either force myself to draw, or wait to inspiration just to drop from the sky.

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Maybe this also is following for fact that lately when I have inspiration I don't have paper or pencil with me. Nor I have time or change to draw because of work.

Ya. I m little bit insecure about what should I do next..? But maybe Ill think of something. Something smart I hope.

Also note you can now actually send me messages and talk me on FB viaVarjokani Official .
See ya around because its time to me to start working again!

And it just keeps raining and raining

Eh. When does this rain stop..? Ya. I was just talking with my online furry friend from spain who told me that there are no rain in there. Also he told me that normally they get lots of rain.
..
While we in Finland seem to drown from cold and wet stuff called water. Yes, I say that because my shoes went wet at this morning and I felt like I died.And even I'm in warm office. I feel like I'm dying.. My feet still are cold.

.
And the conclusion I'm making here is that in fact it seems we got their bad weather now. And I don't like it one bit.

Just hoping the rain to go away and leave me alone for a week.

New channels to communicate

Ya. I found out I could actually create "artist page" of myself on Facebook. I'm so happy. Yay. Feeling like little child atm. Okay, I'm little kid. At heart at least. But since I hang out in FB these days I tough maybe I should be able to talk to you guys also. :P
So here I'm.
https://www.facebook.com/VarjokaniOfficial?ref=hl

:-D

Music coming from inside my hands:

Beautiful song I wanna share and translate for English speaking people. This song just make me cry. And feel so calm.

 My creator gave me two hands.
The Lord wishpered:" Use them to love."

Ill take my hands in to use, just wait and see.
I'm not gonna keep the power hidden.

But I did not learn to love, I left my hands inside my pockets.
They withered silently in their hideout.

The years and days passed.
I did not learn to use my hands. My hands were clumsy and hard and cold.
I went to show my hands to the Creator: "Look what are my hands"

What ever ever I want to touch, it just breaks into pieces under my hands.
My hands are scattering death, and method of loving is breaking everything.

So it is best if I just keep my hands in my pocket. I hid and cover them with care,
so they don't be able to destroy no more. I throw soil over them.

I saw tears in the eyes of my creator, no any hint of blame (or making quilty):
"Give your dirty hands to me. I wanna tend and wash them."

I don't cannot understand / Dont know what happened at that moment. The winds
started to blow. They wiped away the dirt and bitterness. Then there started coming
music from my hands / my hands started to play.

They played uknown/ weird melody. Really quietly at first. I could not silence it
as it took more room wildy. And it spreaded with dauntless power into
so familiar hands of mine that brusted with melody.

The light flowed into tips of my fingers. God, you gave me my hands. My whole soul
is thanking You. My hands are mere a channel.
What ever you wish, do it. Its enough.

Original:

Minä Luojalta kaksi kättä sain.
 Luoja kuiskasi;" Rakasta niillä."
Otan kädet käyttöön, odota vain.
En voiman suo salassa piillä.
Mutta en oppinut rakastamaan,
minun käteni taskuihin jäivät.
Ne kuihtuivat hiljaa piilossaan.
Ohi kulkivat vuodet ja päivät.
En oppinut käsiä käyttämään
ne olivat köpelöt, kovat.
Niitä Luojalle lähdin näyttämään:
" Katso, millaiset käteni ovat."
Mitä tahansa tahdon koskettaa,
se musertuu kätteni alla.
Minun käteni kylvää kuolemaa,
ja rakastaa rikkomalla.
On siis paras, kun käteni taskuun jää.
Kädet huolella kätken ja peitän,
niin ne eivät tuhoa enempää.
Niiden päälle nyt multaa heitän.
Näin Luojani silmissä kyyneleet,
en jälkekään syytöksestä:
" Anna minulle kädet likaiset.
Minä tahdon ne hoitaa ja pestä."
Mitä tapahtui silloin, tiedä en.
Tuulet alkoivat huminoida.
Ne pyyhkivät lian ja katkerudeuden.
Minun käteni alkoivat soida.
Ja ne soittivat outoa sävelmää
ensin arasti aivan ja salaa.
Sitä säveltä voinut en hiljentää,
kun se villinä valtasi alaa.
Ja se levisi hurjalla voimalla
minun tuttuihin käsiini näihin,
jotka ilosta uhkoivat soimalla.
Valo virtasi sormen päihin.
Jumala, Sinulta käteni sain.
Koko sieluni Sinua Kiittää.
Minun käteni ovat kanava vain.
Mitä tahdot, se tee, se riittää.

being tired

I did try reason yesterday with the person I wrote here about. But when I'm still feeling unsecure about the fact that this person acts like I'm his mother and keeps telling me everything.. and blaming me for everything-- I try to support my friends but there are limits. I just can't do it.

..
And I told him that. Somehow today and yesterday I have been just so tired. I feel like I would just pass out every second. Yes, I go to bed early but still. I wonder why?

I'm just so tired. And yes, I sit too much on computer, but I do it because of my work. So yes, my neck is killing me. Again.

But maybe someday I just pass out. Well we will see. Not planning to do it tough.

Plääh

Old bad habits seems to die hard.. Noticing again one in myself.
Yes, most of my friends say I'm "Easy to make friends with" and m "nice person".. Yes, I try to be polite and good and behave because mom always told me that you don't need to like everyone, but get along with everyone. ..
..
Well I find again that when I let people be themselves and myself being me trying to stand "annyoing people". Then when it comes to the breaking point where I no longer can stand someone's behavior and tell them to quit it.. and tell that I'm annoyed by them. Somehow I always get shock reaction from them.
..
How is that always possible people shocking and crying when I say I don't like something. Damn. I m so tired being nice to everyone all the time. I can't be perfect all the time. But still it makes myself feel sad and I find hurting mostly myself when I get mad on someone. But still I just can't take all stupid actions.

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M I only one with this problem or are there any others who have similiar problems?
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Problem being me being too friendly and always supporting my friends, even I got bad depression myself. When I just can't support someone dear to me "it" meaining my friend starts to being really depressed and even suicidal and harmful for themselves. :/

And I just can't help it. I try behave and support everyone and listen. But some times I just need to be left alone.

Yes, I might seem social and easy outside but in real life I find myself baring no skill to bare being near with humans for long time perioid. After coming home from work I usually go straight to bed because I'm so tired of being social. And I feel like I'm getting burn out for being social all the time at work. I wanna sleeeeeeep. But I can't because I have work to do.

And yes, sorry, I know this all sounds confusing and my grammar is failing me again. Lol. Its just that I have so much to say and I dunno how to say it proper way or how to say it. And yes, most of the time I find difficould to speak or write in Finnish. If you think I have hard time writing stuff in English, don't make me write it Finnish. I find that mostly I know English word for something I mean or English saying for some situations, but can't tell how its supposed to say in Finnish. Words like: Cliffhanger, Creeped out, Outsider, furry etc just don't have the same ring in them in Finnish. And saying "Kliffhangeri" or "Kreeppaa mut hengiltä" just sounds stupif. XD

Maybe I sjould continiue my work atm and write more stuff later.

But I just feel like I'm on burnout. Yep. I just fetched more paper pictures and film from warehouse cellar and was supposed to scan and digitalize them all. But after 500 0000 of pictures scanned (at least) I start feeling myself bit weary and dull. I just need to take a looong nap. But then again I know I just can't do it. I can't just quit. I promised my boss that I would do this and I can't let him down. After all he is so nice person and always cheers me up.

Also most of my co-workers are just so adorable. Okay only ones I feel odd being with and find that they don't wanna talk with me are couple of female summer workers.. But for male co-workers I just feel like spoiled kid middle of them. Heheh. Just yesterday one had bougth Icecream and was like "I don't wanna eat this.. you want this?" :D

But ya. Maybe I just needs to slap myself in face and keep doing..

I just have found myself whole day being bit more numb than usually because I had bit argue with one of my friends. He seems to think I  m free to leave work to eat with him and he is free to do all what he wants. And he did not get the hint to not call me middle of my work shift. So I told him not to do it.

Let it shine! Let it shine! Let it shine!

It's funny how when its cloudy and murky I have no intenios what so ever going anywhere near front yard or step out of the house because "its too cold and windy.."  however I find out that when its sunny and warm I found new obsticle and bad thing being out there.. And that is the sun.

Its just too hot and I start getting headache and feeling dizzy when I go out. Even if I wear a hat. Maybe it is just that I haven't got used to the sun yet. .. After long being depressed and just sitting there its small wonder. But still I wish it would somehow be easier.

..
And same time I find out being total foul-mouthed racist towards the weather.

What is love?

I recently hopped into a claim that marriage is love. If love= marriage, then I'm mostly married to my computer, Vincent, all my rpg charachters,  my job, my food, my home, my bed, my pillow, my kittens, my clothes, my hat, my nails, my hair... Damn this list is too long.

What I wanna correct that I think love is about caring. I care about all that stuff above. But I still don't wanna marry them.. Well most of them maybe not are not considered as marriable objects due today's laws but you get the point.

I think love is synonyme to want to be with something and keep something neart and care about something. Its not always marriage.

YES; ABSOLUTELY marriage should have these things. You should be able to care and wanna be with the person you marry. But still that is not how I defy love. Love is part of marriage. So also is argues and talking about different opinions. They are also important part of us being social.

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This text is no means to hurt anyone's feelings or attack any person/ inviduals what  so ever.

I just want to make clear statement how I see things and also I'm interested to know how you see these things. Please comment and share!

Love is not just marriage. Love is caring, and LIKING the other person EVEN the other person sometimes is A TOTAL IDIOT: Thats part of love as well.

Deep shit for you broght by Varjokani. :P

.. Deep shit here

In case you keep wondering if I actually enjoy being stupid and writing and wondering about all stuff I see the answer is yes. But if you ask me why then I just have to tell you that I don't know. Somehow I just feel it nice to pour all things inside my head to your head. I dunno. But this feels relaxing. It still helps me think clear. Kinda like telling stuff to someone close to me.. even I don't tell anyone. I just write it so all can see it. But then I wonder why it makes me feel so relaxed.

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Maybe its because world is full of stuff that I just dont get. Like rapist, mean people, racist, people who just wanna abuse someone else,.. etc.

Maybe its more easy to me to handle stuff when I know someone else (meaning you poor fellow who accidently ended up opening this link) has to bare it with me.

Ahah. I wanna say I feel sorry for you but kinda I'm happy that you guys read this shit. :)
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Nya

When people dont love other and don't even themselves ..

Today I made an other post considering rape and hurting others. I have been thinking whole day one question; "WHAT MAKES MAN not wanna care for others?"

Like if you can think of only of yourself and own desires, only then you'll be able to rape, hurt, steal or murder someone. On then just let's take it simple level to the bullying at school etc. All wrong selfish stuff needs people to for some reason stop caring. "I don't give a fuck" additude is dangerous. More dangerous than people think of. It can lead to horrible stuff.

Well still what made it in first place? And when people don't give damn about other do they even give damn of themselves? No. They don't in most cases. Or then they do but they seem to think that no one else gives a damn about them so they take avenge and "revenge the cruelty of the world back where it came from."

So in the end everyone hates each other and wanna kill each other..

Then there is an other thing that I don't understand. World view of youn +20 years old female who works as a prostitute and posts to magazine that "She is happy and proud when married people have sex with her..?"
Erm.. I have nothing against sex, but against cheating and helping with cheating and enjoying it is bit suspicious.

Also if think myself, I could never let total stranger touch me. Hugging yes, and dancing yes. But no sex. No being naked.

I just keep wondering how broken one must be if thinks that selling themselves like animals and being "abused" by strangers with no love involved makes them happy?
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That makes me also note that everyone needs hugs and love. But I think selling own body to strangers to get it is kinda wrong way.

I see it as it could hurt people from inside. being used dishcloth surely can feel cool but I see it as same situation as I would make some stranger to clean my room and then spit on their face. Its not right.

But like I said earlier I don't wanna judge people. I just wanna know why they do stuff that I cant understand.

over-reaction of self-defense and other nice stuff in Finland aka. Meanwhile in Finland

So basicly it seems that some "SMART DUDES" in Finland think that its okay to teach kids that if they rape someone its okay, and they just have to pay little money ('and when they don't have money goverment pays it off??") to get free hotel for couple of months or maybe for a year. Plus if anyone speaks badly about u and tell u are dangerous its a bad thing. So basicly you can go free in a year to roam free and do an other rape?
..
What the fuck.?..

What the actual fuck?

When someone does anything to hurt someone else, AND ISN'T EVEN SORRY for it. Its highly possible that with given change and "premission" they do it again. And in some case thei did it again. You can read it from newspapers that someone sexually assaulted someone and had records of doing violence to the even same person before. And still they are free to go where ever they please?
..

Ya, I don't wanna judge people. If you did some bad stuff in your past and you were sorry for it AND CHANGED to the better. And QUIT hurting people its okay. I don't blame you. But this is just so wrong. And I for one m coward of people and going out already. This is getting to the point when its not safe to go out again..?

Oh and I almost forgot the most 'awesome' part called "LEGITIMATE SELF-PROTECTION violent hyperbole", hätävarjelun liioittelu. It means basicly if someone tries to rob you or rape you and you happen to hit them in face so they get a nose bleed etc. Or the fact they even feel any pain for it is reason enough to you get to pay big money for the criminal for "hurting them invain while they were to try harm you."

Ya. In here it seems if someone breaks into your house and you show them fireplace poker stick and tell them to 'go away before you have to defend yourself' they can sue you for threatening their very life..
Or like I said if you hit thief in act thief gets you busted for using too much force.

And then again there were cases about rape where people were told "But he isn't quilty 'cause you did not do all you could to stop him..'  But how can you do anything if its enough to get you busted. 

Graw. I hate Finland.. or I hate its judges who judge dudes for selling snuff (tobbaccoo you put on your lip) for over a 3 years when people can walk free from rape because "It wasn't so humiliating".

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Ya. Sorry guys but I'm just so much hate and fear for this thing. Its not nice to live in a country where defending yourself is a crime, and also there is none to defend and rise up for you if you need help. Not law at least.

Just randomn tic

For some reason my rigth eye keeps Twitching cause of tic with no reason whats so ever..
In Finland we call that "elohiiri", meaning "live-mouse".
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I'd more likely have to have elohiiri that looks like this one

 

 

Yes..  my irl friends have already joked that I got just so much Vinnie on my head. Lollollol. 

私はかなりの言語の後ろの痛みを隠しています。

 私はこれを行うだけではないのですか？それは離れて痛みを取る願って未知の言語が書き込み？
まあ、少なくとも私はどれも実際にこれらを読まない見ることができます。思考誰かが実際にこれらを読んでいましたなら、それは怖いだろう。私はどれも見ないとどれも気にしないという事実のために使用されています。私が住んでいる場合、または死亡しています。どれも認識していません。いずれも、思いやりではありません。どれも私を欠場します。

同時に、その楽しさと恐ろしい真実。私はちょうどそれと一緒に暮らすことを学ぶ必要があります。私が失敗した場合、私は引き金を引くだろう。自分を殺すの人々が天国に行くことができないためと地獄への片道旅行を行きます。

アディオスのアミーゴ。

これが最後の時間であれば、私はあなたを参照してください。私は抱擁あなたをしたいと私はしたい私はあなたのすべての単一の1を愛したと言います。カンピオンくん..理子·ねこちゃん.. Uすべての私には非常に重要。

私は落ちることができます。

私は落ちることができます。私はあなたが私をキャッチします落ちますか？私はすべての人と悲しいことにも疲れメートル。私は私を受け入れるように人々をしたいと..私は誰もが私はたわごとの愚かな障害者作品をクソだ考えを持つ人々と一緒にいたいです。私はしたくはもう放置することはありません。ない再び。私の中にあまりにも多くの古い痛み。ハーツ。神はなぜ？なぜあなたは一人で泣く私を許可しますか？
これは楽しみではありません。私は他の人のようになりたいです。しかし、私は失敗します。なぜ私は普通ではないのですか？してください？..プリティください。 :(

ただ、一生に一度の人々が私を受け入れるときに、通常のように私を扱います。愛し、私を気に。あなたがADHDであるとき人生はたわごとです。そして、はい、私は私がどれもが今までこのたわごとを読まないことを知っているので、Googleが日本語に翻訳使用してメートル。彼らが行う場合、彼らは理解し、それを気にしないでください。彼らはなぜでしょうか？

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さて、主に私は私が後でこれを読むことができないので、自分からこのテキストを非表示にしています。あるかのように私は再びそれを読むことができませんでした。また私が書いたものを覚えています。それが役立つだろうとして痛みが離れて行きます。

bugs and birds

Hi again. Yes, I m now 21 years old.. but somehow I don't feel one bit smarter or older. Maybe it is a good thing. Maybe it is a bad.
..
Well what is a bad thing that this morning I got bitten by tick. Somehow this little bug had sneaked inside our house because it wasn't anywhere near me when I got to bed last night. Only appeared this morning while I was eating.

I have removed several big ones from our pets but never was targeted myself before.  Man I can tell you it's bite hurts. A LOT: Its like asset poured on your hand at the spot where they bite. Yes, they are small but still hurts. And makes me wanna scratch my hand till it bleeds. *A bad thing*..?

As if normal small Finnish mosqitos weren't eating me alive yesterday. D:


Well since I made my boyfriend buy me Pokewalker I should use it. But how to use it when getting fobia even in side..?

Well world is weirdo place. Maybe I chill down and take it easy later on. But now I'm bit panic. Yes, I went to see nurse on local hospital and she was like "Well don't worryy. If it starts making red and white sircles around ur wound then worry and come back."

I was like okaaay. O:_O

And now I'm like stalking my hand waiting something bad to happen.. I think I'm being bit paranoid, and a lot over reacting.. But then why when I don't react people come to tell me later I should have reacted and gone to see doctor. Like when last week they found out my ears and inner cheeck were infected by the flu. Nice work people.
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Well lets see how this goes. I'll be writing for you more if something more interesting happens.
At the moment I'm at work, Rattata on my pocket. *grins*

Called him Throttle and nyaa... *kelws kawaii nyan aws nyan nyan* ^^¨

Yes, I know most of the people hate Rattata. I know they appear from everywhere and be annoying. But if you ever played ORIGINAL Gold or Silver ( I have them both for Gameboy color) you'll know that the really annoying shit face there who stalks and attacks your with your every step on grass is one called "Hoothoot".
 

  

(Images are from Google.)
And yes, so if you think that for 14 - +20 years old you have rage problems while encountering couple rats be my guest and try original Gold at nighttime. Hehehhee. Only thing you get is that annoying "Wroollolrwroolol rwrool" sound and Hoothoot appearing.

Could swear he actually says "Trolled here I come again bitch!"
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Just in case

And for some reason I'm kinda scared if GSM admins still stalk my blog. Well if you guys do I wanna say "Hi Pia! What's up? Why not getting new hobbie and be honest for kids for a change?"
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Like no more lying about paying back money for Gosupermodel.fi if site goes down since you aren't going to pay it back. Or so it says on your user agreement page.

But the other hand ur "info about superpass" page claims you will pay back? So wich one is true?
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But ya. 79% change I'm just imagining things and being paranoid and scared of nothing. But if you guys DO stalk me (I know they stalked me when I had model on the site) plz go and take cold shower and thing up two words. "Honesty" and getting "a new hobby".

Thats all I had for ya folks.